The noise and business of society do not help your meditation.It's easy to see.
You gain strength by being in a place where you can peacefull think and ponder things.
That is a great asset.It is your strength,you must form your life around that idea.
There is one thing to say about religions and belief systems:A religion is something you have,or it is something that has you.Always remember that you come first.You are the one who rules your life.I only say that because religion is a form of power.Like all power,it can be a form of good or a form of evil.You decide what you will do,Always trust yourself and listen to your soul.
In life, to get what you want first, you have to BE it. Then you do what you need to get it,thats the DO, part.Then you have it.So pick something. Whatever you want and follow the BE, DO, HAVE. You will always get what you want if you follow those steps. you could be great.Really great.